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Memory On Loan

by Andrew Nappo

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1.
So take all the things you tried to save That look in the mirror, you could not erase We both tried to run from what we couldn’t say Your melting eyes, that look on your face It’s driving me insane, but I ain’t driving away I am coming home, and I Wish I Had Known, That you felt this way before So what’s the worst you tried to leave behind? That heartache at daybreak that drove you out of your mind And you can see the picture clear if you hit rewind Or did you see my photo, and think never mind That picture you stole, it’s always in your soul I am coming home, and I Wish I Had Known, That you felt this way before Where did time go, where did we both go? Somewhere in the silence I hear a hope That maybe there’s a smile inside the smoke From the fire that burned out long ago If someday you see, then come back I’ll set you free I am coming home, and I Wish I Had Known, That you felt this way though too
2.
John stares out into the wasteland like a loser at a winner’s parade He looks to his wife with eyes like snow lost in a summer charade He holds his heart and he feels his breath his words he holds the same As if he could hold the levee explodes, a heart felt hurricane Chorus: So now I see a fog over my reflection And now I hear a sadness in your inflection Tonight it seems I’ve found The End Of The World A cure so pure killing your infection “What could we be, what do we do?” She shouts like a refugee Who watches her world burn down from afar as she floats downstream His packed bags she throws on the lawn, her eyes drenched in memories He folds his eyes without much disguise and drops his wedding ring Chorus: So now I see a fog over my reflection And now I hear a sadness in your inflection Tonight it seems I’ve found The End Of The World A cure so pure killing your infection They burn their past through and through There’s smoke on the truth They both changed like people do He don’t recognize his Ruth There’s nothing left to lose Chorus: So now I see a fog over my reflection And now I hear a sadness in your inflection Tonight it seems I’ve found The End Of The World A cure so pure killing your infection
3.
There’s a calm in the deep horizon tonight A silence that’s absent, it’s been a long time Since we’ve had this peace and our thoughts ring on high But we can’t hear the thoughts we’ve hoped in our minds Chorus: Cause I’ve spent all my life Chasing The Wind I’ve been waiting for someone that I don’t have to spin And I’m waiting for something good to begin I’ve been chasing the shadows, Chasing The Wind You see the way that things always go It’s an old bull horn, and it refuses to blow But I hear them whisper they say what they know Knowledgeable and eligible with thoughts of stone And you know you can’t crack it, the mystery The secrets elude you even detectives can’t see If you try not to listen the secrets will bleed The blood stains on your tongue before the ambulance leaves Chorus: Cause I’ve spent all my life Chasing The Wind I’ve been waiting for someone that I don’t have to spin And I’m waiting for something good to begin I’ve been chasing the shadows, Chasing The Wind If you stop, if you breathe You’ll hear all the secrets, that you never could see If your faith is strong, then take the leap And you’ll get all the answers that you need Chorus: Cause I’ve spent all my life Chasing The Wind I’ve been waiting for someone that I don’t have to spin And I’m waiting for something good to begin I’ve been chasing the shadows, Chasing The Wind If you stop, I said if you breathe If you try not to witness then you’ll never believe If your faith is strong then your soul can’t bleed And sooner or later you will get where you need to be
4.
Be Somebody 04:13
“I wanna love and to be loved.” She said so scared so frail If you’re set on your heart not falling apart, you’re setting on your heart to fail The greatest mysteries are colored clear, only if you care to lose Your passive past and all that you’ve past, moving on is yours to choose “But I’m so scared of moving on,” her eyes now bursting in flames “But what’s out there, how can I go anywhere if I’m always thinking the same?” “What is it that you’re so scared of?” She asks with a frozen desire I think she understands now that love is set in ice and fire ‘Cause you’ll burn, you’ll freeze if you dare to believe in something more than you Can try to believe if you think you can see a reason that you can’t lose But I try so hard to just agree, with everything I wanna believe But the last time I cared it made me aware, that even your heart can bleed Chorus: I’ve gotta Be Somebody that wants somebody if I’m gonna fall in love I’ve gotta find somebody that wants somebody who’ll never probably give enough If you think tonight that I can do it right then come on baby, roll the dice I’ve gotta Be Somebody that needs somebody, I’ll Be Somebody to tonight “The pessimist and optimist all in a twist,” she joked with a smile I wanna believe but I can’t be naive to the things I haven’t seen in a while Should I give in or does that mean she wins? My gut acts as a shield It don’t mean I lose but I still got a use, I just wanna feel (tell me, tell me, that it’s real) Chorus: I’ve gotta Be Somebody that wants somebody if I’m gonna fall in love I’ve gotta find somebody that wants somebody who’ll never probably give enough If you think tonight that I can do it right then come on baby, roll the dice I’ve gotta Be Somebody that needs somebody, I’ll Be Somebody to tonight
5.
Breathe 02:43
Lace your shoes, start the car Where will you go? Remember what you were thinking of When you started down the road Chorus: If you need a minute take all the time you need Fill your hand with as many as you want, they’re free Lights go down my eyes burn out What do you burn for? If you kiss the ash spit on the match Let the fire snore Chorus: If you need a minute take all the time you need Fill your hand with as many as you want, they’re free If you need a minute, take one or two or three The air moves faster if you let yourself, just Breathe Chorus: If you need a minute take all the time you need Fill your hand with as many as you want, they’re free If you need a minute, take one or two or three The air moves faster if you let yourself, just Breathe
6.
Pyramids 03:06
From the top of the freedom tower to the statue of liberty To look into the eyes of a lover and see no one but me You can watch all the flowers as they blossom on the trees But it don’t matter unless you see what you want to see In the shadow of the coliseum I gave my disbelief A sunset from the Texas country sunk into my teeth But I’ve never seen the Pyramids or made love beneath the trees So I’ll stumble on these blind legs ’til I see what I want to see I’m missing out I’m missing all the things I want to see The Northern lights the look in her eyes that soothes your soul to sleep But I’ve never seen the Pyramids or had a love to keep So I’ll stumble on these blind legs ’til I see what I want to see So I’ll stumble on these blind legs ’til I see what I want to see So I’ll stumble on these blind legs ’til I see what I need to see
7.
No Doubts 04:38
Why did you take my hand so slow and faintly, why did you come up to me? And ask me what it takes to be in love and to be, to be free? Well the Answer was simple and I told you so to the crackle on your radio That same spark I heard in your voice and it crackled so slow, you said, Chorus: “Why does this world hurt so bad? I want it to go away” And why does this girl turn so sad when she hears a drop of rain? So take my hand and don’t ask me where I will lead you tonight Just understand and trust that I’m looking for the same things you wanna find Sometimes it takes a mountain to make a fire that we should swim through You said these roadblocks never got you down, as your eyes teared I turned to you, you said Chorus: “Why does this world hurt so bad? I want it to go away” And why does this girl turn so sad when she hears a drop of rain? And how come every path has no easy out? I’ll take the one less travelled, come with me without, without a doubt I can’t change this way you feel or the stars above But the skies will change and it will rain if you’re feeling down on your luck There’s a blue sky on the way if you promise not to turn today I promise you I will keep you safe, ’til that last drop of rain Hits the ground, you said Chorus: “Why does this world hurt so bad? I want it to go away” And why does this girl turn so sad when she hears a drop of rain? And how come every path has no easy out? I’ll take the one less travelled, come with me without, without a doubt No alarms and no surprises and please no doubts
8.
Hello, won’t you take a seat Be the make believe The paint in a scene On the vision where you float There’s a lava filled moat And a monkey in your coat Who lacks control Wait, won’t you have some tea, Wait, this ain’t the tea? I’m oh so sorry At times I fade away Like snow I start to grey You don’t believe what I say? Well it’s your loss anyways Hello, won’t you sign your name? Just give it away You’re dreaming it’s just a game Although it’s on your mind You never need a reason why You’re scared to say goodbye We’re the same, You and I
9.
Today I’m fighting back the smoke That burns through my veins as I choke On the words that suffocate my breath that I spoke And you, got the best of me But the worse is always the thought You remember when you see the scene As you paint the picture, try to make it clean So I can see what you mean Tomorrow as the dust reappears And you look out at the wasteland that holds your fears A memory, a clouded judgement chains your tears To the eyes that draws them near And you look in the mirror by accident Tell me what you see It seems like something now keeps your confidence As you trace a silhouette of the sea It’s the same scene where we… And maybe the sunlight will melt through the trees And maybe the rivers will boil until they freeze And once the world is down on its knees I’ll know, there’s a better life for me And you tell yourself I Hope I’m Not Too Late To listen to her long forgotten name I listen to her conscience as it breaks And I watch the flicker in the flame And I wonder how long will it take To pick up all the pieces of her name? The shadows of the ghosts in the flame Are reciting someone else’s fate I Hope I’m Not Too Late
10.
Ghost Of Me 05:40
How long has it been since you’ve seen the sunrise? The way it floats so soft like snow If you’ve never seen it then you’ve never realized That maybe emotion is the knowledge you’ve owned But I just can’t let go of these pages that I wrote The past is just a memory on loan So give me the time because I’m losing track Have I missed something I can’t get back? If you feel cheated out of what you earned Maybe it was something that you didn’t deserve Now I make my peace, with who I have to be And everything I know I have to leave I don’t wanna go, am I weak or am I slow? Or am I something that I’ll never know? Chorus: So now I hope you see that perfect Ghost Of Me And I wished I could never let you down I see now what it takes as we reach the age Where the world just keeps on spinning round and round and round When you look in the mirror what do you see? Or are you moving to fast to see anything clearly? I’d slow down but I don’t wanna slow completely Because once I stop that’s when you delete me So how do I slow down but not give up my ground? I can hear my shadow whisper without sound What should I be, my ghost, myself, or me? I just want someone that I can believe Chorus: So now I hope you see that perfect Ghost Of Me And I wished I could never let you down I see now what it takes as we reach the age Where the world just keeps on spinning round and round and round
11.
Disappear 04:45
I had to find out what’s the price you pay Can you get it all without throwing some away It doesn’t matter, we’ve all seen better days I hope tomorrow you can bring me up to pace What do you say when the world fades to black? Can you embrace it and still never go back? Chorus: Come tomorrow we’ll all Disappear And all these minutes, just memories in our ears Sing the song, dance in the evening sky Even though it’s gone, it’s a minute, a minute in the light “Wake up wake up wake up!” She said, you’re gonna miss your flight It doesn’t matter, these planes fly every night The only difference is this one’s on time Its departure hour is when I arrive What do you do when it doesn’t go your way? Can I get through and still get away? Chorus: Come tomorrow we’ll all Disappear And all these minutes, just memories in our ears Sing the song, dance in the evening sky Even though it’s gone, it’s a minute, a minute in the light Chorus: Come tomorrow we’ll all Disappear And all these minutes, just moments that we fear Sing the song, dance in the evening sky Even though it’s gone, it’s a minute, a minute in the light

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released October 15, 2015

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